Today is my last day in the hospital that for the last 2 weeks has been my home. At first i was desperate to get to my home comforts, privacy and the two boys I love most in the world - my unfazed husband to be and my dog Arthur! Every day he occupies my mind with walking him, feeding him, keeping him from escaping but my fragility at first made me pine for him whilst being fearful of how forceful he can be. Now I can't wait to see his silly face, his wagging tail beating everything in his wake and just being with him. I won't even say how much I want to be home for Dave as it'll make you sick!
Gone are the nerves of not being able to cope, these have been replaced with joy & excitement at what I have missed.
This has taught me so much about humanity, patience and how to get the most out of people (medical staff need charming too!). I will be traipsing home with a grabber for unreachable items, two loo toppers and ofcourse my trusty brace Maddie. She will help me walk again, a mere miracle in my book and a tool to help me back to life, back to reality (Soul II Soul I love you).
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